Archive for February, 2008

…Whoa am I tired.

Since before Valentines Day, I haven’t been sleeping at nights- last night being my first full nights sleep since the insomnia began. It’s absolutely horrible. I walk to school, and then I just sit in my class and doze/sleep for the entirety of it. Everything seems an impossible, exhausting task, and I can’t even listen to what people are saying to me anymore. It’s not just being extremely tired anymore, it’s also affecting my health; I’ve already had 3 days off school this week, and now I’m getting headaches, nausea, nose bleeds, severely bloodshot eyes… oh yeah, I’m real sexy these days. To top things off, in Photography just now I had to move heavy tables from one part of the site to the other, and up 3 flights of stairs. It took so much out of my arm power that when I came home I could barely hold my camera it felt so heavy (hence why my following pictures will be all lolcamshake). But I’m hoping after a full nights sleep last night, that’s the end of it, that or I’m just too exhausted to NOT sleep, haha.

I went shopping with Freya yesterday after school. Ben is having a houseparty next

Saturday so I wanted to get at least something new to wear. I didn’t know how much money I had on my card, so I refrained from buying clothes (but I think I know what I’m going to get… fingers crossed they still have it in stock/in my size by the time I go back) but instead spent 2 hours looking for a pair of shoes, aha. I took so long because I know what shoes I wanted in my mind… I just hadn’t seen them in any stores. But then I came across them and they’re so cute~! (The buckle is silver, it’s just the light making them look gold.) so I’m happy that I got those, at least.

Right. Time to relax and build some strength up before I go back to classes.

♥: Exhausted.
♪: Muse – Map of the Problematique.

I haven’t really written much recently.
Moreso considering it’s nearly been a month since my last update.

I have decided though, I will update more often. Every other day or so. Even if I have nothing major to say, because I find people that do blog, even if they don’t find the stuff they write about very interesting, I do. And I enjoy hearing about other peoples lives- and I’m inspired by the likes of blogs by Azrael, each person lives their lives differently to one another. Nobody is the same as another person. They might have the same jobs, go to the same schools, but theres different experiences, different pasts, different secrets which separates them and that, to me, is interesting. I strongly encourage people to blog, and even if no-one cares, it’s a great way of recording my life for the duration of my time on slave-riot (with hope that I get enough time to transfer all this stuff somewhere else if and when I do move on.) and… I’ve lost my trail of thought, but in conclusion, everybody should blog. There’s bound to be someone who’d find it interesting.

 There hasn’t really been a great deal going on in my life, except for work, work, work. I worked hard getting a lot of work done for computer systems, and then completed my final draft of my Photography essay after I was kinda messed around with it. Considering I’m not the most academic of people, I find it amusing that what was supposed to be a 3000 word, 12 page essay, has now become a 5000 word, 16 page essay. And I loved writing it- which goes to show that if theres something I am passionate in, I can excell myself, which is something I never knew.

Currently though, I am… ill. Haha. Nothing major, just like really bad muscle aches and whatnot, which leaves me feeling pretty week. It’s a little worrying when this happens, because thats how “Jemitosis” started out. But I’m sure it’s just been brought on by not much sleep over the past fortnight.

 So I will leave my entry here, and promise many more in the near future. I’ll leave you with a photo I’ve recovered from New Years. I don’t even remember this photo being taken- which may explain why I look worse for wear.

♥: Tetchy.
♪: Third Realm – The Ghost of Eva Braun