Archive for August, 2009

117. less concerned about fitting into the world.

Monday, August 31st, 2009

I wore my hair on a centre parting today. Never again.

In other news, I finally found an Arran knit cardigan that I like. Two books that I do not like, and I really need to clean my room tomorrow morning.

♥: Horny (lolz)
♪: Nine Inch Nails – Only

116. and did you feel enough, ever know, ever know?

Sunday, August 16th, 2009

Last sunday I was admitted into hospital for 4 days.

I got renal colic, caused by a kidney stone, which is said to be more painful than childbirth…. and I can believe it. Especially when you’re lying in a hospital bed in the early hours of the morning begging for something to take away the pain, and not even strong painkillers, including 2 shots of morphine can kill it. It also makes you feel incredibly lonely- a side effect I still haven’t shook off yet.

I passed the kidney stone though, and the pain mostly diminished, and I was discharged on wednesday. I am still on antibiotics and pain killers for bruised kidneys and for my stomach and back which were constantly in spasm. In 8 weeks I will go back to the hospital for an x-ray and to discuss what caused it. Until then my parents are force feeding me as my water as I can possibly drink, in an attempt to ‘flush myself out’.

I am currently round my parents recovering, but I go home tuesday. The internet has finally been installed at the new house, so I can update about house-activities when I return.

♥: Lonely
♪: Pure Reason Revolution – AVO