Posts Tagged ‘Facebook’

134. tilling my own grave to keep me level.

Thursday, April 22nd, 2010

Over the weekend I reactivated my Facebook. I had originally decided that I was going to reactivate it, and then keep a separate account with only close family and friends on it, but apparently that’s against the Facebook rules. So my new plan was to reactivate my Facebook account… and never look at the news feed. Which worked fine for about 3 hours until I decided I wanted to read over 300 news feed stories, and of course Ben cropped up in there and I got annoyed and remembered why I wasn’t going to look at my news feed in the first place. So I’m back, but if you need my attention or want me to see an update in particular, you’ll need to let me know, as I’m not going to see it – I just go straight to my profile. :)

My antivirus also expired this week. I anticipated this happening so I installed this years version of the program I use, and interestingly when I went to boot up my PC yesterday, a notification popped up telling me that my antivirus had unpinned my current browser, Internet Explorer 8, in favour of me well, picking a better one. This put me out of joint a bit as despite the stick it gets, IE8 isn’t a bad browser, and it still holds over 50% usage share of web browsers. I like using it. But since my antivirus went to all the trouble of unpinning it from my task bar for me (:|) I’d have a look at a couple of the other browsers around, and what I decided to use ended up shocking me quite a bit… Safari. The Mac browser.

Anybody that knows me well knows that I loathe and detest Mac/Apple with a reasonable passion, so now I feel I should justify not only my reasons for picking Safari, but also how I actually feel about Macs and Apple on the whole.  My problem with Apple isn’t so much software based (I’ve used iTunes for some time now), or even with their products, it’s Mac users and the pretension that follows them. For a start, they call people who work in Mac stores ‘Geniuses’ – is that not pretension at it’s finest? I don’t believe these people are geniuses at all, and certainly not for choosing to own/or support Mac products. When they win Nobel prizes, I will consider them Geniuses. Until then, they are glorified shop assistants. When you break it down, a lot of Apple/Mac products are only bought because people think it’s the ‘cool’ thing to do, because they’re brainwashed into thinking they’re the best thing since sliced bread. One Mac freak (despite him claiming not to be) I know described a Mac as ‘miracle of modern engineering‘. Yeah. I know. But what exactly makes them so special? Macs are the only computers available at Uni because they are supposedly ‘industry standard’ and Adobe products, i.e. Photoshop supposedly runs better on them. Says who? If you have an older macbook, vs a shit-hot PC, of course it’s going to run better on the PC. All the programs available for the Mac are available for the PC and really the PC has a damn sight more available for it. I really hate that Mac always seems to beat down PC’s and make them sound awful (the Mac vs PC adverts) comes to mind, but if they are so awful, why do all modern day Macs come equipped with Intel chips? Surely that just makes them overpriced, when you think you can buy a laptop with the exact same specifications at the same price? The same applies with all Apple products really. Everybody runs to the iPod and the iPhone, thinking that because it is an Apple product, it must be the best. No. It’s got to a point now where Apple can bring out any product and people will fawn over it just because it’s an Apple product. iPad, anyone? Upgrades are no different really. You pay around £90 for Apple RAM (a quick google search tells me this, I may be wrong but I know it’s not cheap) and then you have to get one of the aforementioned “Geniuses” to get them to install it, in comparison to a PC where you can install the RAM yourself, and for about £20. Ridiculous.

Anyway. I’m not explaining my argument well (to grasp a better idea of what I mean, google Charlie Brooker’s ‘I hate Macs’ article. He shares pretty much the same views as me and that makes him a thousand times hotter to me.)

As for my browser choice. With Internet Explorer out of the equasion, for me it was down to Firefox, Google Chrome or Safari. Firefox was automatically ruled out, a) because I’ve already used it and I’m not that bothered by it, and b) It bothers me that everybody thinks I SHOULD use it, therefore I must. I downloaded both Google Chrome and Safari, and the reason why I decided against Google Chrome is because I don’t like the lack of Google search bar (I’m aware that it’s built into the address bar, but I don’t what my URL history to be hindered by my searches for ‘Michael Weston naked’ and ‘Megan Fox is minging’ etc.) plus I felt that the address bar was a bit too big and reminded me of Comic Sans MS. Safari, whilst I admit it’s not as quick as Google Chrome (but I’m in no rush. It’s only the internet! My life doesn’t depend on a fast website loading speed) it’s a lot neater in design and takes up less room, meaning I can optimise screen space. Can’t be bad.

I also joined up to FormSpring the other day. If anyone fancies leaving me a question, anonymous or otherwise, you can do so here.

My inductions start tomorrolo. Nervouuuus!

♥: Nervous
♪: Unreal Tournament OST – Strider

132. constant tyrannical thought.

Friday, April 2nd, 2010

I am only updating really to mention that I have a job interview on Thursday. I don’t want to give too much away or get my hopes up too much, but it would be nice if I got it. Anybody reading, please keep your fingers crossed for me. Apart from that; I haven’t done much. I reactivated my Facebook a couple of days ago, but got extremely nervous and paranoid moments after, and put it back to it’s deactivated state. Now I’m not certain of when I will be back. I try to stop thinking by playing a lot of Left 4 Dead 2. It’s become almost a ritual now.


To end this mostly pointless post, I need to add that I am hideously infatuated with Michael Weston. If anyone is an avid House fan then they will probably know him as Lucas Douglas. His scruffy stubble/hair/blue eyes combo makes me want to strangle a mountain ox. Mmmf.

♥: Tipsy.
♪: Evanescence – Haunted

130. never want to be old, & i don’t want dependence.

Monday, March 22nd, 2010

I realise that I have probably told most people about this now, but for those that are not in the know; I got my eyebrows waxed last week. They are archy and fantastic.

I deactivated my Facebook account today, as it’s not very pleasent seeing your ex being tagged in photos, being selfish and thinking about number one, without a tiniest piece of guilt or remorse for flaunting it in my face. I often wonder why it is that everybody I know ends up being a total let down or treating me like crap. I realise there is a few people who haven’t been like that and I am forever grateful for that, but it really doesn’t seem fair that I am good to others and this is the thanks I get. Take Ben for example; he tells me a few weeks before he does his magical disappearing act that I was the best girlfriend he’d had – he rewards me with this by cheating (which he claims is my fault because he’d never been in a relationship this long before), screwing with my head, using me for one thing only, and then eventually disappearing for good – but still keeping on his list just to show how happy he is without me around. I guess the simplest thing to do is just delete him. But it’s him with the problem, not me.

Besides, Facebook is full of people that you either hardly know or went to high school with and keep talking to me on Facebook chat being all ‘OH MY GOD YOU’VE GOT SO HOT WANT TO GO FOR A DRINK LOL?’ No. Let me browse Facebook in peace. I don’t really use Facebook much apart from stalkery anyways. Those who I do enjoy talking to have other ways of contacting me anyway, so it’s not all bad.

I probably sound like a record stuck on repeat. Sorry.

♥: Tired
♪: Porcupine Tree – Sentimental