I realise that I have probably told most people about this now, but for those that are not in the know; I got my eyebrows waxed last week. They are archy and fantastic.

I deactivated my Facebook account today, as it’s not very pleasent seeing your ex being tagged in photos, being selfish and thinking about number one, without a tiniest piece of guilt or remorse for flaunting it in my face. I often wonder why it is that everybody I know ends up being a total let down or treating me like crap. I realise there is a few people who haven’t been like that and I am forever grateful for that, but it really doesn’t seem fair that I am good to others and this is the thanks I get. Take Ben for example; he tells me a few weeks before he does his magical disappearing act that I was the best girlfriend he’d had – he rewards me with this by cheating (which he claims is my fault because he’d never been in a relationship this long before), screwing with my head, using me for one thing only, and then eventually disappearing for good – but still keeping on his list just to show how happy he is without me around. I guess the simplest thing to do is just delete him. But it’s him with the problem, not me.

Besides, Facebook is full of people that you either hardly know or went to high school with and keep talking to me on Facebook chat being all ‘OH MY GOD YOU’VE GOT SO HOT WANT TO GO FOR A DRINK LOL?’ No. Let me browse Facebook in peace. I don’t really use Facebook much apart from stalkery anyways. Those who I do enjoy talking to have other ways of contacting me anyway, so it’s not all bad.

I probably sound like a record stuck on repeat. Sorry.

♥: Tired
♪: Porcupine Tree – Sentimental

Tags: Ben, Facebook, I hate people

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