Despite a massive entry about Ben and how I feel about the whole situation only 4 entries ago, I’ve kinda reached a milestone in changing how I feel about the situation. Instead of feeling hurt and upset and angry, I just kind of think he’s pathetic. He’s definitely changed from the person I knew. I see his tweets on twitter and they’re just so fake and he kind of acts like he’s some sort of graphic design celebrity. I also mentioned that he’s blocked me on msn and stopped me from seeing his wall/photos on Facebook, yet still keeps me added. One word: WHY?! I don’t care what he’s doing, infact I even suspected he “dumped” me for someone else, so it’d be no big shock if I saw that on Facebook. And to block me on msn is just dumb. Why not either delete me or just ignore me. I’m not interested in talking to him anyway? I get the impression he thinks he’s “well big” and “well clever” and “well manly”, but really he’s just a little boy. I realise now I’m much better off without him. Some things still definitely sting, but if anything, I’ve now learnt I don’t need to put up with shit in a relationship, because if they do hurt you, they’re going to do it even more in the long run. Nip it in the bud early and find somebody who will treat you right!
♥: Tired
♪: Third Realm – Medicated Machine
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