Woof.
I’ve not posted in some time now.
Lack of time/nothing to say plays heavily into this.
I’m now back at school; it’s not as bad as I first expected. The teacher I hadn’t met before turned out to be one of the better ones. I also think I’ve got to grips with the work pretty quickly; in the majority of my classes I’ve caught up with the work now, or at least understand what I have to do (including the binary stuff, which is not by any stretch of the imagination fun, or what I’d like to do in my spare time.)
The Open Day at the NSAD was a total bust, pretty much the first thing I was told was “You only have a 25% chance of getting in.”, followed by “If you do, by a stroke of luck, happen to get in, we’re gonna work you stupidly hard, in preparation for the creative working world which will work you even harder, so much so you’ll never leave your office again.” Or at least something to that effect. Either way, as somebody who wasn’t completely sure about whether or not I wanted to go to uni, this doesn’t exactly fill me with a warm, fuzzy feeling. I don’t know, maybe I’ll go into full time work. I never really had the intentions of going to uni, and unless I suddenly change my mind and feel highly passionate about it, it’s not really worth spending £12k on. Which, I’m hastened to add will probably take me some time to pay back, as I wouldn’t even want to work in the creative industries. 
So it’s all pointless, really.
Bloody hell, I’m tired.
♥: Tired
♪: Dir en grey – audience KILLER LOOP